Esoterica

I have trouble with complimentary, food for thought
The others seem so optical, next to you
They make so sad, me, marching to humdrums
AIl their shiny parts, empty hearts and matter of
facsimiles
But I smiled in my mind, when I find: Esoterica
You are troubled, me, get lost in you too
And the bells clang, your eyes, those things we sang
Oh I know, I brash fool, arrogant too
But Esoterica, I am stilled, by. You…

Most of us, common name basis, homeostasis
But when you walk through my thoughts, nothing
stays unchanged
You maybe feel the same, behind looks somehow
different
And words somehow new? It perhaps should be true
For daylight blinds me, til Esoterica grins
Nervous and I be free.
Someday binds me
Til Esoterica shines, and I can see
Oh I know, I brash fool, arrogant too
But Esoterica, I am stilled, by. You…